Tuesday, November 5, 2013

But

I am preaching a sermon series that is probably the most spiritually important set of sermons I have ever preached in my life. I know it is important because it is difficult to preach and it is difficult to hear.

We are looking at the concept of being practical atheists. The question is asked each week: “Are you who you say you are?” We claim to be Christians but it would seem that when it comes to the practicalities of life, the daily decisions we make, how we live life on a daily basis, we act as if there is no God. We are, in many ways, Practical Atheists.

The response has been very interesting. Most people leave worship quietly contemplating what has been said and how it matches up with their lives. The overwhelming feedback has been thanks for having the courage to challenge us to go deeper and be more real with God. I have gotten a few: “How dare you?” “This brings back bad memories.” “I don’t appreciate this kind of sermon.” And I understand those feelings. As I told my congregation, “You are hearing this sermon on a Sunday morning. I have been wrestling with the concepts and content for months.” And I, too, find it to be challenging, irritating and upsetting. The difference with me is that I have been at this Christian thing long enough to know that I am never going to grow and change into the person God is calling me to be if I am not challenged, irritated and upset by what God’s word has to say to me.

My concern is that we have spent too much time and energy over recent years talking about a God who loves us and expects nothing of us. And that is partially true. God does love us. But God also expects something of us. Churches seem to have a difficult time finding the middle ground between a God of love who is constantly handing out lollypops and balloons and putting up with whatever behavior we choose to display and a God who is angry and judgmental and perpetually pissed. The truth lies in the fact that God is not one dimensional but is multifaceted and complex. And it is all too easy to pick a single dimension we like and worship only the god of that dimension.

All of the sermon titles in this series contain the word “But.” “I Believe in God, But…” It was suggested that our worship leaders in the contemporary service work that rock classic, “I Like Big Butts” into the worship rotation. So far, it has not showed up. I’m thinking that is a good thing. As I have been praying and preparing these sermons, the “but” word keeps coming up. As I think about it I have been reminded what a powerful word it is. We use it all the time and rarely consider its meaning. When I was a child my mother told me that when we plant a “but” in the middle of a statement what we are really saying is I didn’t mean anything I said before the but. Think about it. Haven’t you said things like this: I like you, but… I would do that, but… You can count on me, but… I would love to be there, but…

Several years ago, while struggling with a decision, a dear friend said to me, “We do okay until our big buts get in the way.” He was saying that we confuse the issue, we weaken our resolve, and we diffuse our direction when we put a “but” into the mix. If we want to be clear and committed we do not say but. When we say yes to God, there is no room for a “but”. Too often for too many years many of us have said yes to God and reserved the right to add a “but”. Yes. God, I will follow you, but don’t ask me to relocate. Yes, God, but don’t ask for enough of my financial resources to impact my standard of living. Yes, God, but don’t ask me to speak up for you or to share my faith because my friends might think I am too religious. Yes, God, but don’t call me to do anything that might push me out of my comfort zone. Yes, God, but don’t expect me to forgive that *&$@@* that hurt my feelings. Yes, God, but don’t ask me to change my lifestyle. Yes, God, but you won’t find me attending a worship service.

It is my hope and prayer that those of us who profess to know, love and follow God will get out buts out of the way. I have a feeling that when we do, we and the church will look and act much differently and it will be a good thing.

Copyright © 2013, William T. McConnell, All Rights Reserved

No comments: